Oh my god.I better not be lazy anymore. Just rest at home not working for 2 days.I gain 0.5kg?!!
ughh all my effort for a week gone .
Back to work tommorow.
Less thinking about him and focus on my work & studies.
YES, I can do it!!!

Pain

Silly me.thinks that fairytale exist. It WON'T happen in ugly girl like me.Yes he talked to me everyday.So what? maybe he feels sorry for it. Soon its all gone.IT'S JUST A DREAM.I keep telling myself it is fake. After a week, there is no more dream. I am still alone. He is just a stranger.

It is going to over soon.Stay awake, telling myself. He is a faraway dream that a girl like me will never have in my life.

I dont know.
Did i did wrongly this time?
I am totally lost.
No direction.

Taylor Swift - The Story Of Us

Tired.Exhausted.
University application is driving me crazy.
Ughhh so many paperwork to do. I didnt know applying for school is so long process.-.-
applying for accomodation and i have to write essay for that?:/
well its been months i didnt write one:O
Hope i still can write a good one:)
Praying hard. I seriously want to get a place in the hall :]
Pray n pray n pray.

Pain.

First time ever I had this feeling.Lost.
One sided love is tiring.:(
I don't know what to do.
God, please tell me how.